my chemical romance ♥

beautiful—affair:

it’s no joke when i say this was the greatest time of my life

i just miss everything about this day.
i miss camping, i miss wandering round manchester at three in the morning looking for somewhere to get chicken, i miss the countless trips to mcdonalds, i miss meeting so many great people, and just being surrounded by hundreds of people that shared my love for mcr. i miss being so ill that i went to the gig even though i had been off school for a month, and feeling like shit the entire time because i was that sick, and the fact i hadn’t eaten in like a week and i was not in the right state to be at a gig, but i went anyway, even though i was so weak that i passed out during the encore and woke up in the medical bit when the show was finished, yet i was surprised i had made it that far. i miss being on barrier, right infront of frank iero, my fucking idol, and everything feeling like a dream because everything was that perfect. i miss when gerard came to our end of the stage and stared RIGHT AT ME during hang ‘em high, wah. i miss crying my eyes out even though i promised myself i wouldn’t this time, and dougie handing me tissues out of the bra that he had on :’)
literally being that close to the people that continue to inspire me every day was the most unreal feeling in the world. at times i found myself not jumping around, not singing along, i was just stood in awe staring up at how perfect these men were in person. sure, they have their imperfections, but to me they’re perfect because every last thing about them makes them who they are, and who they are are the most amazing people in the world that mean everything to me. i was in shock being that close to them. it was the greatest feeling in the world.

wah mcr post concert depression
uk headline tour plz before i kill myself
i miss them so much :{

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